I connot sleep until I kiss Abu a goodnight sleep while he is sleeping
and pinch Ajah while she is sleeping
and pinch Ali's cheeks while he is sleeping
and look at Isyah and Baby sleeping, always, almost on top of each other
and look at my first baby brother all grown up, taller than me, sleeping on the sofa layak orang bujang
and knowing Halimah is on the top bed moving every half an hour, hence rocking my bed cause we got a double deck. so yeah like that.

And of course I cannot sleep until I get to hear my boyfie's voice

and tell me how do I live without them
for four years ? );

I am so messed up eh.

♥ Reading every line i wrote,
understanding every lil meaning behind them,
even if you deny,
i really appreciate that
thanks for the attention
i am

touched-

xoxo

p.s : Entries' time shown are all Singapore time. ayte (: