i've learnt a freaking lot about patience and understanding. hell yeah i did.

i try my best to think of all the good reasons behind every lil thing that happened, happening to me,

and when i just couldnt take it anymore, i break down.
hell yeah i did.
and no one knows,
who needs to know ?

Am i right to fake my smile and let them think i'm happy with what they did,
am i right to say it's ohkeh when it's not ohkeh at all

well i guess, sometimes, some things are better left unsaid huh.

the thing about me is that, i hate troubling people.
i hesitate to tell them what i really feel.
in the end they're the happy ones.
and i had to suffer.
on my own.



can i take it anymore..





of course i can (: insyAllah. haha.

♥ Reading every line i wrote,
understanding every lil meaning behind them,
even if you deny,
i really appreciate that
thanks for the attention
i am

touched-

xoxo

p.s : Entries' time shown are all Singapore time. ayte (: