I always tell myself that everything happens for a reason. there's a always a hikmah behind everything. and that somehow helps me to accept things that happened, that i dont want it to happen in the first place ):

It's difficult .. to be in the same situation twice. .. that sux. big time. sad that i thought i knew. but at the end of the day. that's only what i THOUGHT. but nah. think about it makes me sick. i'm alright. right ida mariam ? now im sick. talking to myself :S

p.s: i love this blessed friendship insyAllah (:

so again,