I read Nadya's latest post It's sad I miss my yai ): This is the 892479089358123th time ive said it i know Well atleast Nadya you know it's coming You know youre gonna lose him I didnt I thought the last time i bid him goodbye was just a temporary goodbye but it's not it's goodbye forever If i knew i would have hugged him and not let him go and stayed by his side till the very end it's too sad a situation He's the only yai i have the on ly one- I remembered that i was still in school went home like any normal day when i reached home nobodys home went to neighbour's i called mother all that i heard was "yai dah takde..." I cursed and swear i was too damm pissed why noone called me oh yeah how to? stupid school rules never lemme bring my hp I HATE STUPID SCHOOL RULES i hate it i rushed to Marine Parade Can you imagine that?? From Ipoh Lane went home in Hougang and rushed back again to Marine Parade It's heartbreaking I was scared that i couldnt see him for the last time i cried all the way alone when i reached yai's everything was over i cried and cried everyone only stared at me wak hugged me and she begged i dont know who to just undo the ikatan and let me see my yai for the last time yes he's there i knew he saw me but he said nothing not even "mariam putu yai datang.."
, "mariam uwes mangen?" i kissed him but he stayed still i couldnt believe it cause ... he's gone without warning
i miss him )':
I miss you Miss you so bad I don't forget you Oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away Was the day i found It won't be the same
I didn't get around to kiss you Goodbye on the hand I wish that I could see you again I know that I can't ooooooooooooh I hope you can hear me Cause I remember it clearly
I've had my wake up Won't you wake up I keep asking why And I can't take it It wasn't fake it It happened you passed by
Now you're gone There you go Somewhere I can't bring you back Now you're gone There you go Somewhere you're not coming back
mariam sayang yai <3
Ida Mariam ♥
♥ Reading every line i wrote,
understanding every lil meaning behind them,
even if you deny,
i really appreciate that
thanks for the attention
i am
touched-
xoxo
p.s : Entries' time shown are all Singapore time. ayte (:
