Cause either way you go, you will die, someday somehow. Things happened for a reason, maybe two, three.. God knows. But sometime, she just cant accept the fact that it just happened to her, eventho she kept reminding herself, there's always this hikmah. She turned to family, friends but none of them could help her. So she turned to God. & there He is, always been there for her, always. She tried to hide away from this world, she tried to avoid eye contact, she tried to avoid everything. It's not working cause there's no way she can run away from freaking problems but to face it and solve it by hook or by crook. It's hard to put the right words to let them know she's just not being herself around them and that she needs time out. She just HATEs the conversations she always had with them. She doesnt want to leave a bad impression. But heck, how is that possible without she wanting to scream and swear at them. For God Sake, Please, stay away from me, you should know why i'm avoiding you......... argh.

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Oh how i miss my exmaarifians friend ):