Bismillah,

This year's camp rocks my socks lah dey (:
I miss the times being together alrady
only one thing,
im just too tired
didnt go to school today

gong2
mum asked me if i want to go to school anowt
mum, no need asking,
you know the answer already,
action jer nk tanyer kan kan kan?
hehe
slept like nobody business
slept for 20 hours
i didnt lie
BUROK KAN tahuuuu


"That's why i kind of got angry with my mum for not sending me to a madrasah school" - A


& sometimes, I wonder, why my mum didnt send me to a secular school
being in a madrasah for like all my life has somehow make me numb to all these beautiful syarahan about my own religion
about my Allah
my Rasullullah
about everything that strengthen your heart to live this life with much faith
I tend to take things for granted
cause all my life ive been listening to all this wonderful things about Islam
when i see my cousins from secular schools, when i told them things about Islam that they didnt know.
they're so keen to hear more,
and i can hear them say 'SubhanAllah' inside out
even when they first wore their tudung,
there's an impact on them,
that's a big chage to them
but i ,
i took things for granted cause ive been wearing tudung since
forever
so i asked, mother, why nv send me to secular school???
but,
i know Allah knows best
maybe.. maybe if i was send to a secular school,
ill be a much worse person than i am today
so for that I thank you Allah (:

again about the camp,
it's somehow made me realise about some things.
went to Darul Takrim
& people, pleaseeeeeeeee dont make me go there anymore
im not strong enough
i swear i can cry a river
all the datuks remind me of my beloved yai
and that's too hurtful


i miss him
i do
:'(


i know i have to be strong
i know i have to
and so i thank Allah,
cause i know he's always there for me,
and too my beloved friends

- im waiting for poeple to send me the other pictures. hear me???? chet~

I've got peace like a river
I've got joy overflowing
I've got life everlasting
in my soul

♥ Reading every line i wrote,
understanding every lil meaning behind them,
even if you deny,
i really appreciate that
thanks for the attention
i am

touched-

xoxo

p.s : Entries' time shown are all Singapore time. ayte (: