tried to be the nicest friend i could be tried to be the bestest friend one could ever ask for tried to be the most understanding friend you could ever find tried to be the most supporting friend you've ever known
i tried..
i tried you dumbass! oh well, you're just another of those jerks who's not worthy of my time. not even a second to look at your face. it's a blahdy waste of time. & why am i even thinking of you? OH EM GEE. i'm sick. you suck man. hey you, yeah you, do you ever feel like what i'm feeling right now? feeling so lost and confused, you tried to make things right but seeing that that person don't give a damn, so you... argh! why must it always be you who's the one to make the first move to make things right? why is it so easy for others to tell you to forgive and forget. why is it so easy for others to first feel sorry for you and pissed with that person but the next second they just went off to that person and act like nothing happened? act like that person did not hurt you in the first place? this world is full of jerks.. and maybe angels..but why must i meet most of the jerks lah dey? am i one? O God, please not make me one ): oh well, i can't simply tell ppl to hate that person just because i'm hurt right? let things flow, i'm alright. i hope so. God, just don't let me see those jerks no more.. and i'll be alright. they're just too hurtful lah dey. yes yes. and btw, if you're not happy me hanging around them, why bother talking to them? why bother being friends? why bother? stupid. i'm doing great.. i'm loving my life.. but when it comes to these kinda ppl.. i just flip lah dey! nice ppl.. please don't make me think of them.. cause all you nice ppl.. are simply worthy of my time. okeh? love yaL.
ahhh, now that aside lah.. seriously.
Look at Paul DiGiovanni !! the way he wears that cap so cute lah dey. i like... hihihi
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape!
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight (:
Ida Mariam ♥
♥ Reading every line i wrote,
understanding every lil meaning behind them,
even if you deny,
i really appreciate that
thanks for the attention
i am
touched-
xoxo
p.s : Entries' time shown are all Singapore time. ayte (:
