anyone can explain to me what's this song is all about?
somehow, it helps......... ahh... MMHMM~

I feel so messed up inside,
only God knows how I really feel...

P.S: Atikah (& i asked myself, which Atikah are you? sorry), if you really need someone to talk to, you can always come to me or to whoever you trust and believe can help you out. Cause me myself is in such disdain (is that the correct word?) of everything around me. Ahhhh!! I just want to shut myself out from every shit that's happening.

& are you happy to know that,
i cried myself to sleep.
these swollen eyes,
is all because of you.

Are you happy now?

Shoots. I shouldn't give a damn about you, but I just can't.
Much confused.